Friday, June 17, 2005
jUst a LiTTle sOMeThiNg i fElt LiKe dOiNg...
Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
You Are Somewhat Honest |
You do tend to tell the truth a lot But you also stretch the truth on occasion You figure a little lie isn't a big deal As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much! |
You May Be a Bit Borderline ... |
 Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute! |
100 tHinGs...
Well bloggy boo, since I haven’t been writing much to you lately, I wish this will make it up… So here goes, a 100 things about me…1. My name is Raja Tanti Shazlin Raja Ehsan Shah
2. I am the youngest in the family with a brother and a sister
3. I’m still single and living with my folks
4. I’m a chatterbox who can’t stop talking
5. I love TV
6. I love reading novels
7. I hate buying clothes because I can never decide what to get and the same goes with shoes
8. I love eating
9. I love movies and songs
10. I like languages and try to learn new languages when I can
11. I love all colors but I don’t really like pink but my favorite color is green
12. I love making friends but I have to confess it’s hard for me to keep in contact with my friends
13. I hate having to decide on what to wear
14. I’m 5’2” and wish I was taller
15. I have brown eyes
16. I wear glasses
17. I have a mane for a hair… hehe… I really have bad hair which is full of spilt ends and God knows I tried a lot of stuff to try and make it normal
18. I think I’m not that ugly but I’m a far, far and I mean way, way back there far from beautiful
19. I tend to be addicted to something and can’t get enough of it and end up abandoning it later on
20. I love lazing about and doing nothing. Give me TV or a book and even the Internet and I’m almost on cloud 9. Throw bags and bags of junk food in there and I think it’ll help a lot… hehe… I happen to be born in the year of the boar… Go figure…
21. I love Star Trek: The Next Generation and my favorite character is Jean Luc… hehe… Love the shiny bald head :-p …
22.I sometimes get these weird moods where I like doing things that I hate and don’t normally do… I guess it could be considered mood swings…
23. I cannot draw if my life depended on it. And I would like to blame my shyness towards any form of drawing to my teacher who had scar me by saying my drawing was ugly when I had thought it was one of my better drawing and I had actually put my heart into it. Until now I avoid having to draw
24. I love to sing and I sometimes like acting. This is why I use to acts in little plays in school and join the drama and choir club back in high school
25. I went to high school at SM Sultan Abdul Samad
26. I have lived in Egypt where I went to an English school there
27. I have also lived in Turkey and Jordan
28. I have been to Mecca and Madinah and did my Umrah
29. I have a diploma and a degree
30. I went to KDU college
31. I don’t drink… Meaning alcohol… hehe
32. I love fast food and can’t enough of it
33. I hate crowded places
34. I love and I mean LOVE cartoons and animes
35. I hate today’s fashion where women and men are nothing but skin and bones. In my opinion they look sick and even though I strive to be thinner I would never want to be that thin. Ever
36. I love my family and I believe they come first
37. I happen to strongly believe in responsibility and that it is very important that people know their responsibility and follow it
38. I like to make people happy and I love it when they smile or laugh and I knew I had made them happy
39. I totally hate vomiting and try to avoid it at all cost
40. I like helping people but there’s a line to what I would do
41. I love playing games. I mean computer games and not games like sport… I can’t run and I just happen to think I’m not born to be an outdoor person
42. I prefer living in the city with all its facilities than outdoor… Though sometimes I don’t mind walking along beaches or the like…
43. My goal in life is to be happy… I have yet to figure out how to achieve this but it’s something I’m working on
44. I sometimes feel lonely and yearn for company
45. I don’t go out with friends that much. I think life is partly to be blame for this because my parents don’t forbid me going out but somehow it just rarely happens
46. I happen to think I’m a very patience person but I sometimes get irritated easily
47. When I get really angry I cry… I have no idea why and I think it’s a stupid thing because who will take you seriously if tears run down your cheek?
48. I have trouble matching faces with names… I usually remember the name and remember the face but sometimes I forget which names goes with which face
49. I think I don’t fully understand myself
50. I cannot hold a temper and forgets it easily so I don’t hold any grudges
51. I sometimes get this cooking urges where I feel like cooking stuff like baking and such… Like whipping up a big or special meal
52. I love surprising people with nice things
53. I wish I am closer to my friends then I am now
54. I don’t believe in keeping a diary… hehe… A diary and a blog is way different in my book *winks*
55. I love eating chickens
56. I like to watch people around me
57. I happen to think I have really bad luck… I mean with small things… Little stuff…
58. I hate to worry because of the feeling as if something is wedged in my throat really gets to me
59. I swallowed my first pill when I was 17… Before that I couldn’t swallow any pills at all and usually take my medicine in liquid form
60. I can knit and have made a few pieces of clothing
61. I wish to play a musical instrument
62. I don’t smoke and not planning to pick it up
63. I’m a premature baby and my mother was going shopping when she first felt the pain
64. I only went to kindergarten for a few months because of some incident that made me hate it and insist on not going
65. I have written countless stories with no endings and I have been doing it since I was 10 and have yet ended one story
66. I sometimes speak nonsense for a whole day and speak of things that’s can be considered as a waste of time even mentioning
67. I think I have problems with saying no
68. I’m usually very sarcastic but I don’t really mean the bad things that I say
69. I can be considered a pessimist
70. I don’t trust anyone completely. I always believe that there are things that’s just meant to be between you and God
71. I am absolutely scared of crazy people due to being slapped as a child by one
72. I have yet to fall in love and I hope when I do, I won’t be in terrible pain from it
73. I hate racism and discrimination. I think this is not fair at all but I know it happens more often then not
74. I believe that people are responsible for their own actions
75. I don’t do drugs, have never done it and don’t plan on doing it
76. I’m shy and quite with strangers which is a total opposite of who I really am
77. I get very uncomfortable when people look at me for an extended period of time
78. I don’t mind if my name never ends up in newspaper and such just as long as I matter to those who I care about
79. I don’t believe in hurting other people’s feelings. Of course if they had it coming then… Hurt on… hehe…
80. I love being creative but I always hold myself back for reasons I have yet to find out
81. I worry easily when it comes to my family
82. I can’t hold my breath for a long time
83. I have bad handwriting and hate my own handwriting
84. I wish I could at least finish one of my stories
85. I have a hard time keeping myself from reading the ending of the book when I’m reading a novel
86. I usually procrastinate nearly everything and I hate myself for doing this and still trying to change it but it’s very hard for me
87. I hate those people who always think they’re right
88. I hate pretentious people
89. I wish to travel the world with my family
90. I like learning things but I hate having to go to college, school, tuition, etc…
91. I wish I was more handy with my hands and could produce beautiful arts with it
92. I don’t have a driving license
93. I have made my friend cry before
94. I believe in the saying “Stick and stones may hurt my bones, but words will never harm me.” or at least to some extend
95. I hate yucky and dirty things
96. I cannot stand the smell of bad fish and it makes me throw up
97. I cannot see other people vomit because it will make me throw up
98. I am told that I sometimes snore when I’m really tired
99. I’m not good at talking on the phone and I prefer face to face talk. Well at least I think Internet messengers are still ok
100. hmmm… I think I could waste a day just lying about doing nothing… hehe… Actually, I don’t think, I know… :-p
Thursday, June 16, 2005
wHat HaPPenEd tO Me...
Wow… It’s been a long while since I last wrote to you bloggy boo… I think it was a couple of days after I wrote to you that I got really sick again… This time worse than the last one… It simply happened when I got the chills while watching TV and the next day I was having a fever… Then it proceeded into a flu and cough… Boy, I thought I had it bad the last time with my eyes overflowing with tears, this time it happened again and in tenfold… My temp actually went up to 39.6… That was way high… The worse of it all was the fact that I did something I totally hate and can’t remember the last time I did it… Yep, I vomited… Ewwww…. I totally hate doing that… Oh well, that shows just how sick I was… I couldn’t hold it down… I guess you could say I just fully recovered a few days ago… However, my bro and mom caught my bug and I have been very busy taking care of the baby and all other stuff… So I guess I didn’t get any rest at all after being sick because there was no way I could take it easy on anything with my mom and bro being sick… But thank God that my bro have finally recovered a couple of days ago and only my mom is still sick… Even so, she’s only down with mild headache and a slight fever with the occasional sniff… hehe… What a way to describe something, huh!?… hehe… Well I guess that’s it for now… I’ll write more when I can… Though I have to warn you that I won’t be as frequent as last time… Bye for now…~~tAnTeEEe~~
